Remembrance

Ruth Kirk

Forgive us our sins, as we have forgiven those who sin against us (Matthew 6:12; NLT). 

Yesterday was a very significant day for me personally. At my church’s Remembrance Day service I was finally able to let go of my bitterness about my mother’s anger, criticism and emotional abuse. As I prayed at our War Memorial, I was able to begin remembering some of the good things she did for me, to my great joy:

  • When I was a three-week old baby I caught whooping cough. She sat up with me for days, until I could breathe normally again.
  • All the meals she made, the cakes and bread she baked, and the patient way she taught me to make bread.
  • All the clean beds, housework and shopping she did.
  • She bought three new pans and helped me plan how to cook a roast dinner for two friends on my own.
  • The effort she put into making Christmas and birthdays special.
  • The country rambles, picnics and holidays we had together.
  • She took me to her Scottish Dancing evening class regularly, which was how I learned to dance.
  • The money she lent me to help me buy my best violin, an insurance policy, a van, and a house.
  • She came to school concerts, and was present when I was presented with my Counselling certificates and my Master’s Degree.
  • When I accidentally broke my violin bow, she cycled to school to see my teacher and explain, so I wouldn’t get into trouble.
  • When my music teacher got drunk and became sexually suggestive during my A-levels, she contacted the school to ensure he would not be invigilating at any of my exams.
  • She was lively and intelligent, and could be very good company.

I am sure I will be remembering more good things about my mother, both great and small, to add to this list for a long time to come.

So, in the light of this big step forward, here is today’s prayer:

Almighty God, thank you for helping me to forgive my mother, to let go of my bitterness about the past, and to begin remembering the many good things she did for me. Wherever she is now, please bless her soul, and bring her into a deeper relationship with your joy and bliss. I ask this through the name of your dear Son. Amen.

He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted… to comfort all who mourn, and to provide for those who grieve – to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes (Isaiah 61:1-3; NIV).

References

Keep on seeking, and you will find (Luke 11:9; NLT).

Another dies in bitterness of soul, never having enjoyed anything good (Job 21:25; NIV).

Get rid of all bitterness (Ephesians 4:31; NIV).

Kintsugi prayer

Ruth Kirk

Kintsugi is the Japanese art of mending broken pottery with gold, so that the cracks shine instead of being hidden. It is rooted in wabi-sabi, the Japanese philosophy of finding beauty in imperfection. Treating breakage and repair as part of an object’s story often makes it even more treasured than it was before. As a metaphor, Kintsugi celebrates resilience: our scars become marks of healing and grace, rather than flaws to be ashamed of, or to hide.

Thus, the broken heart above become the beautiful, repaired heart shown below:

We now have this light shining in our hearts… but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves (2 Corinthians 4:7; NLT).

Lord,
May my fault-lines
Shine in your service –
Shine like the purest of gold.

Christ,
Use my damaged
Heart, mind and body –
Don’t let my kindness grow cold.

Lord,
Though I suffer,
May I encourage
All those who long to be bold.

Christ,
Use the broken
Parts of my being
To love, and to heal, and to hold.

He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted… to comfort all who mourn, and to provide for those who grieve – to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes (Isaiah 61:1-3; NIV).

He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me (2 Corinthians 12:9; NIV).

Starting each day

Ruth Kirk

God is with us (2 Chronicles 13:12; NLT).

There’s nothing like knowing
That God is there –
So start each day
With the Lord’s own prayer.

There’s nothing like knowing
That Christ is here –
So start each day
Resolved to face fear.

There’s nothing like knowing
Their Spirit within –
So start each day,
By rejecting sin.

There’s nothing like knowing
What They deserve –
So start each day
Determined to serve.

There’s nothing like knowing
That we belong –
So start each day
With a joyful song.

Give worship to the Lord with joy; come before him with a song (Psalm 100:2; BBE).

References

Look! The virgin will conceive a child! She will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel, which means ‘God is with us’ (Matthew 1:23; NLT).

Christ is all that matters, and he lives in all of us (Colossians 3:11; NLT).

Don’t you realize that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? (1 Corinthians 6:19; NLT).

Tears

Ruth Kirk

The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces (Isaiah 25:8; NIV).

God will wipe away
Our tears of hurt,
And also wipe away
Our tears of pain.

God will wipe away
Our tears of grief –
And even wipe away
Our tears of shame.

You will remember your sins and cover your mouth in silent shame when I forgive you of all that you have done. I, the Sovereign LORD, have spoken! (Ezekiel 16:63; NLT).

He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away (Revelation 21:4; NIV).

Relax

Ruth Kirk

Given early this morning:

He takes me to lush pastures, he leads me to refreshing water (Psalm 23:2; NET).

Relax in God’s company,
Walk in Christ’s presence,
Dance with their Spirit,
And live in their light.

Rejoice in God’s majesty,
Eat at Christ’s table,
Drink with their Spirit,
And rest in their sight.

Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls (Matthew 11:29; KJV).

And he said, My presence shall go with thee, and I will give thee rest (Exodus 33:1; KJV).

References

He will redeem their life from oppression and violence; and precious shall be their blood in His sight (Psalm 72:1; NKJ).

Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house of the LORD forever (Psalm 23:6; NLT).

A Gethsemane prayer (for M.)

Ruth Kirk

This prayer came to me last night, as a result of the teaching during Sunday’s service at my wonderful new church. After much thought, I have stayed with how Jesus addressed God in the Garden of Gethsemane:

My soul is crushed with grief to the point of death (Matthew 26:38; NLT).

Abba,
Use my grieving mind
To love and serve all humankind.

Use my broken heart each day
So others will embrace your way.

Abba,
Use my wounded soul
To help make those who suffer whole.

Use my stricken, dying flesh
So many start their lives afresh.

Abba,
Use my ruined life
To be a willing sacrifice.

Use my dread, my pain, my cross –
Rebuilding us through hurt and loss.

Any of you who are his people may go to Jerusalem in Judah to rebuild this Temple of the LORD, the God of Israel (Ezra 1:3; NLT).

In that day I will restore the fallen house of David. I will repair its damaged walls. From the ruins I will rebuild it and restore its former glory (Amos 9:11; NLT).

References

Jesus answered and said to them, “Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up” (John 2:19; NKJV).

Then Jesus left them a second time and prayed, “My Father! If this cup cannot be taken away unless I drink it, your will be done” (Matthew 26:42; NLT).

In your arms

Ruth Kirk

This prayer came into my heart as soon as I began to pray before settling down to sleep last night:

Lead them like a shepherd, and carry them in your arms forever (Psalm 28:9; NLT).

You wrap me in your arms, Lord,
And you bring me hope each day.

Your Spirit, Lord, revives my heart
When I feel tired and grey.

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You hold me in your arms, Lord,
And you share my pain each day.

Your Spirit, Lord, restores my soul
When I can’t praise or pray.

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You keep me in your arms, Lord,
And you comfort me each day.

Your Spirit, Lord, renews me –
For you love me, come what may.

He renews my strength (Psalm 23:3; NLT). 

How precious is your unfailing love , O God! All humanity finds shelter in the shadow of your wings (Psalm 36:7; NLT).

Look for Jesus (for M.)

Ruth Kirk

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart (Jeremiah 29:13; NIV).

♥️ Look for Jesus
All around you,
Close beside you,
And within.

He will guide you,
Teach, and strengthen,
As you serve
And follow him.

♥️ Look for Christ
In all you meet,
And listen well
To what they say.

He may speak to you
Through others,
As you walk his path
Each day.

References

Christ is all that matters, and he lives in all of us (Colossians 3:11; NLT).

Then he said to the crowd, “If any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your own way, take up your cross daily, and follow me” (Luke 9:23; NLT).

Worship (for F.)

Ruth Kirk

Clouds and thick darkness surround him (Psalm 97:2; NIV).

Moses went into the darkness where God was (Exodus 20:21; BST).

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Worship in darkness,
And worship in pain;

Worship in loneliness;
Worship in grief.

Worship in anguish,
And worship in fear;

Worship in sorrow –
For Jesus is here.

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Worship in hunger,
And worship in thirst;

Worship in suffering;
Worship in dread.

Worship in sickness,
And worship in loss;

Worship in dying –
With Christ, on the cross.

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Since we are his children, we are his heirs. In fact, together with Christ we are heirs of God’s glory. But if we are to share his glory, we must also share his suffering (Romans 8:17; NLT).

I will sing praises to my God with my dying breath (Psalm 146:2; NLT).

References

I kept my faith, even when I said, “I am greatly afflicted” (Psalm 116:10; RSV).

When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider this: God has made the one as well as the other (Ecclesiastes 7:14; NIV).

A wise person thinks a lot about death (Ecclesiastes 7:4; NLT).

Whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord (Romans 14:8; NIV).